Outside.

I couldn't get an internet connection inside so I thought I would come sit on the front porch. I highly doubt that this is a good idea because I will most likely get attacked by bugs and such. Oh well. Nick is at work, and so far everything with him and I is okay. We both had appointments today. Mine was kind of pointless. But everything happens for a reason, right? Well, it's 82 degrees out and it's midnight. It's suppose to rain in about an hour so I don't have long out here. Nick is probably going to be working late again tonight. Hmm. And I have to get up early to watch Jeffrey. I doubt that he will get home before 5 am. He is pretty hungry so I hope Cory didn't eat his food like last time. Living in a house with 9 other people is hard. But enjoyable at the same time. I think I could write a book on how to survive something like this and come out of it a better person. You really learn how to stand up for yourself. I know I have. And I think I owe that to Hope. Anyway, I am getting kind of freaked out that someone walking by might try to steal my computer. I hope not though. It's not even paid for yet. Haha. So that would really suck. Hope took the kids and me to the pool today. It was fun. Nick would be mad if he found out. Ugh, just because I didn't want to swim that one day. I was stoned off my ass. Of course I wouldn't want to be out in the extreme heat. Lol. I can hear Amber's dog yelping. It's probably on the roof again. But that is not my problem. People keep driving by and they probably think that I am pretty insane for sitting out here this late on a computer. Fuck them. I am bored and have nothing else to do. I wish Angel was up and on facebook. I could probably talk her into taking a walk or something. I am not tired at all and I want to do something. So anyway, there are ways that Nick is still acting like he used to. He constantly asks me to do everything; and that is the most annoying thing ever. He has two feet. But just because I don't have a "real" job I have to do things for him. It isn't my fault that he wanted to leave work Monday and walk from Sturgis to Bronson, and then half way to Coldwater. He knows where my dad lives in Sturgis. He could of went over there and tryed to get a ride from him. I'm sure he would of done it. Hmm. The things he doesn't think about. Haha. There are people outside down the road. I think I am going to smoke another cigarette and go inside. Tomorrow is Thursday and I am very happy about that. It just means the end of the week is coming and Cory owes me 40 dollars. Which should pay on my computer and get me a pack of cigarettes. He should actually owe me 45 because I went and got Jeffrey on Tuesday when I didn't have to. But I knew he would of made Hope do it. And that isn't her child..she shouldn't have to. I am getting ate alive right now. ): It is pretty horrible. I wish people would just stay inside and not come out at night so I wouldn't be so paranoid about someone stealing my laptop. Hmm.