Eyes Wide Open.

I am watching kids while Hope is at work. Nick went to work. And I just keep thinking. Nick and I fight a lot. But no one will ever love me like he does. We love each other 100 times harder than we fight. I love him with all my heart. I feel a sense of...completeness. I think anyway. Or it is just temporary. I hope it's not. We are thinking about getting my last name changed instead of getting married for a few years. Hmm. Cory owes me 50 dollars. And he went down to work out. Fucker. I am suppose to go pay Nick's ticket. But I doubt that's going to happen. I am probably just going to call and see if I can pay it on Monday. That way I don't have to worry about it today. I called and they said I can pay in on Monday. Thank goodness. I will just tell Nick that I called and am paying it on Monday. They came and got his car yesterday. Yay! (: It is FINALLY getting fixed. I can't wait until it's done. I want to go to the gas station. I have to find Nick's check to get it mailed out today. I don't remember where I put it. Oh god. I hope one of the kids didn't get ahold of it. That would really, really suck. I just have to find the baby shower invite to find the check. The search is on!