nick is still at work. so i got the laundry folded and put away. now i am laying in bed listening to avenged sevenfold. i think i listen to this song too much. i loveeee it. (: it's the song that most relates to my life. nick's car was suppose to be towed today. i don't know if they came and got it yet. i took a really long nap today. it was really needed. i was thinking, and i kind of realized that no one will ever love me like nick does...so why am i pushing him away. at least in my head i am. he tries a lot. and i love that about him. but he doesn't try in the areas that need it the most. my mom came over today to pick sage up and she stayed for awhile and took nick to the store to get food for the house, and i made lunch and she stayed for that too. it was nice to have her around for a little while. nick and her got along, which was the best part. ugh, i have half of a cigarette left. and i really want to smoke it. i think i will just eat some chips so i wont smoke it. it's almost 2 am..nick got home about 3 am last night. ):
hmmm.
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