Avenged Sevenfold is my savior right now. (: I'm listening to the song "Dear God". It's pretty much amazing. Nick probably isn't going to get out of work on time tonight either. ): Dear God The Only Thing I Ask Of You Is To Hold Her When I'm Not Around When I'm Much Too Far Away. I miss him a lot. I am trying to clean up our bedroom. So far I got the bed and desk moved. That was really challenging. I wish youtube wasn't such a piece of shit and would buffer this video faster. I have a full internet connection. So I really don't know why it's doing this. Maybe I will see if pandora will work. So Nick and I talked about stuff today that would of normally made him mad at me. I don't know how to explain what we talked about. But it was basically about a girl that is a slut fucking some guy that I was going to have sex with; thankfully I didn't. But he just laughed it off basically and that was really shocking. Ugh, web pages are taking forever to load. I wonder if Nick is actually trying to change. I hope he is. Thank goodness Cory has to pay me for watching his kid tomorrow. Because I am out of cigarettes and I want some badly. I just keep playing this song over and over.. I really miss Nick. I just want some attention right now. Any attention really. He will be calling soon though (:
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